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Nostromo: A Tale of the Seaboard
by Joseph Conrad
Part Third: The Lighthouse
Chapter Eight
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AFTER landing from his
swim Nostromo had scrambled up, all dripping, into the main quadrangle of
the old fort; and there, amongst ruined bits of walls and rotting remnants
of roofs and sheds, he had slept the day through. He had slept in the shadow
of the mountains, in the white blaze of noon, in the stillness and solitude
of that overgrown piece of land between the oval of the harbour and the
spacious semi-circle of the gulf. He lay as if dead. A rey-zamuro, appearing
like a tiny black speck in the blue, stooped, circling prudently with a
stealthiness of flight startling in a bird of that great size. The shadow of
his pearly-white body, of his black-tipped wings, fell on the grass no more
silently than he alighted himself on a hillock of rubbish within three yards
of that man, lying as still as a corpse. The bird stretched his bare neck,
craned his bald head, loathsome in the brilliance of varied colouring, with
an air of voracious anxiety towards the promising stillness of that
prostrate body. Then, sinking his head deeply into his soft plumage, he
settled himself to wait. The first thing upon which Nostromo's eyes fell on
waking was this patient watcher for the signs of death and corruption. When
the man got up the vulture hopped away in great, side-long, fluttering
jumps. He lingered for a while, morose and reluctant, before he rose,
circling noiselessly with a sinister droop of beak and claws.
Long after he had vanished, Nostromo, lifting his eyes up to the sky,
muttered, "I am not dead yet."
The Capataz of the Sulaco Cargadores had lived in splendour and publicity up
to the very moment, as it were, when he took charge of the lighter
containing the treasure of silver ingots.
The last act he had performed in Sulaco was in complete harmony with his
vanity, and as such perfectly genuine. He had given his last dollar to an
old woman moaning with the grief and fatigue of a dismal search under the
arch of the ancient gate. Performed in obscurity and without witnesses, it
had still the characteristics of splendour and publicity, and was in strict
keeping with his reputation. But this awakening in solitude, except for the
watchful vulture, amongst the ruins of the fort, had no such
characteristics. His first confused feeling was exactly this--that it was
not in keeping. It was more like the end of things. The necessity of living
concealed somehow, for God knows how long, which assailed him on his return
to consciousness, made everything that had gone before for years appear vain
and foolish, like a flattering dream come suddenly to an end.
He climbed the crumbling slope of the rampart, and, putting aside the
bushes, looked upon the harbour. He saw a couple of ships at anchor upon the
sheet of water reflecting the last gleams of light, and Sotillo's steamer
moored to the jetty. And behind the pale long front of the Custom House,
there appeared the extent of the town like a grove of thick timber on the
plain with a gateway in front, and the cupolas, towers, and miradors rising
above the trees, all dark, as if surrendered already to the night. The
thought that it was no longer open to him to ride through the streets,
recognized by everyone, great and little, as he used to do every evening on
his way to play monte in the posada of the Mexican Domingo; or to sit in the
place of honour, listening to songs and looking at dances, made it appear to
him as a town that had no existence.
For a long time he gazed on, then let the parted bushes spring back, and,
crossing over to the other side of the fort, surveyed the vaster emptiness
of the great gulf. The Isabels stood out heavily upon the narrowing long
band of red in the west, which gleamed low between their black shapes, and
the Capataz thought of Decoud alone there with the treasure. That man was
the only one who cared whether he fell into the hands of the Monterists or
not, the Capataz reflected bitterly. And that merely would be an anxiety for
his own sake. As to the rest, they neither knew nor cared. What he had heard
Giorgio Viola say once was very true. Kings, ministers, aristocrats, the
rich in general, kept the people in poverty and subjection; they kept them
as they kept dogs, to fight and hunt for their service.
The darkness of the sky had descended to the line of the horizon, enveloping
the whole gulf, the islets, and the lover of Antonia alone with the treasure
on the Great Isabel. The Capataz, turning his back on these things invisible
and existing, sat down and took his face between his fists. He felt the
pinch of poverty for the first time in his life. To find himself without
money after a run of bad luck at monte in the low, smoky room of Domingo's
posada, where the fraternity of Cargadores gambled, sang, and danced of an
evening; to remain with empty pockets after a burst of public generosity to
some peyne d'oro girl or other (for whom he did not care), had none of the
humiliation of destitution. He remained rich in glory and reputation. But
since it was no longer possible for him to parade the streets of the town,
and be hailed with respect in the usual haunts of his leisure, this sailor
felt himself destitute indeed.
His mouth was dry. It was dry with heavy sleep and extremely anxious
thinking, as it had never been dry before. It may be said that Nostromo
tasted the dust and ashes of the fruit of life into which he had bitten
deeply in his hunger for praise. Without removing his head from between his
fists, he tried to spit before him--"Tfui"--and muttered a curse
upon the selfishness of all the rich people.
Since everything seemed lost in Sulaco (and that was the feeling of his
waking), the idea of leaving the country altogether had presented itself to
Nostromo. At that thought he had seen, like the beginning of another dream,
a vision of steep and tideless shores, with dark pines on the heights and
white houses low down near a very blue sea. He saw the quays of a big port,
where the coasting feluccas, with their lateen sails outspread like
motionless wings, enter gliding silently between the end of long moles of
squared blocks that project angularly towards each other, hugging a cluster
of shipping to the superb bosom of a hill covered with palaces. He
remembered these sights not without some filial emotion, though he had been
habitually and severely beaten as a boy on one of these feluccas by a
short-necked, shaven Genoese, with a deliberate and distrustful manner, who
(he firmly believed) had cheated him out of his orphan's inheritance. But it
is mercifully decreed that the evils of the past should appear but faintly
in retrospect. Under the sense of loneliness, abandonment, and failure, the
idea of return to these things appeared tolerable. But, what? Return? With
bare feet and head, with one check shirt and a pair of cotton calzoneros for
all worldly possessions?
The renowned Capataz, his elbows on his knees and a fist dug into each
cheek, laughed with self-derision, as he had spat with disgust, straight out
before him into the night. The confused and intimate impressions of
universal dissolution which beset a subjective nature at any strong check to
its ruling passion had a bitterness approaching that of death itself. He was
simple. He was as ready to become the prey of any belief, superstition, or
desire as a child.
The facts of his situation he could appreciate like a man with a distinct
experience of the country. He saw them clearly. He was as if sobered after a
long bout of intoxication. His fidelity had been taken advantage of. He had
persuaded the body of Cargadores to side with the Blancos against the rest
of the people; he had had interviews with Don Jose; he had been made use of
by Father Corbelan for negotiating with Hernandez; it was known that Don
Martin Decoud had admitted him to a sort of intimacy, so that he had been
free of the offices of the Porvenir. All these things had flattered him in
the usual way. What did he care about their politics? Nothing at all. And at
the end of it all--Nostromo here and Nostromo there--where is Nostromo?
Nostromo can do this and that--work all day and ride all night--behold! he
found himself a marked Ribierist for any sort of vengeance Gamacho, for
instance, would choose to take, now the Montero party, had, after all,
mastered the town. The Europeans had given up; the Caballeros had given up.
Don Martin had indeed explained it was only temporary--that he was going to
bring Barrios to the rescue. Where was that now--with Don Martin (whose
ironic manner of talk had always made the Capataz feel vaguely uneasy)
stranded on the Great Isabel? Everybody had given up. Even Don Carlos had
given up. The hurried removal of the treasure out to sea meant nothing else
than that. The Capataz de Cargadores, on a revulsion of subjectiveness,
exasperated almost to insanity, beheld all his world without faith and
courage. He had been betrayed!
With the boundless shadows of the sea behind him, out of his silence and
immobility, facing the lofty shapes of the lower peaks crowded around the
white, misty sheen of Higuerota, Nostromo laughed aloud again, sprang
abruptly to his feet, and stood still. He must go. But where?
"There is no mistake. They keep us and encourage us as if we were dogs
born to fight and hunt for them. The vecchio is right," he said, slowly
and scathingly. He remembered old Giorgio taking his pipe out of his mouth
to throw these words over his shoulder at the cafe, full of engine-drivers
and fitters from the railway workshops. This image fixed his wavering
purpose. He would try to find old Giorgio if he could. God knows what might
have happened to him! He made a few steps, then stopped again and shook his
head. To the left and right, in front and behind him, the scrubby bush
rustled mysteriously in the darkness.
"Teresa was right, too," he added in a low tone touched with awe.
He wondered whether she was dead in her anger with him or still alive. As if
in answer to this thought, half of remorse and half of hope, with a soft
flutter and oblique flight, a big owl, whose appalling cry: "Ya-acabo!
Ya-acabo!--it is finished; it is finished"--announces calamity and
death in the popular belief, drifted vaguely like a large dark ball across
his path. In the downfall of all the realities that made his force, he was
affected by the superstition, and shuddered slightly. Signora Teresa must
have died, then. It could mean nothing else. The cry of the ill-omened bird,
the first sound he was to hear on his return, was a fitting welcome for his
betrayed individuality. The unseen powers which he had offended by refusing
to bring a priest to a dying woman were lifting up their voice against him.
She was dead. With admirable and human consistency he referred everything to
himself. She had been a woman of good counsel always. And the bereaved old
Giorgio remained stunned by his loss just as he was likely to require the
advice of his sagacity. The blow would render the dreamy old man quite
stupid for a time.
As to Captain Mitchell, Nostromo, after the manner of trusted subordinates,
considered him as a person fitted by education perhaps to sign papers in an
office and to give orders, but otherwise of no use whatever, and something
of a fool. The necessity of winding round his little finger, almost daily,
the pompous and testy self-importance of the old seaman had grown irksome
with use to Nostromo. At first it had given him an inward satisfaction. But
the necessity of overcoming small obstacles becomes wearisome to a
self-confident personality as much by the certitude of success as by the
monotony of effort. He mistrusted his superior's proneness to fussy action.
That old Englishman had no judgment, he said to himself. It was useless to
suppose that, acquainted with the true state of the case, he would keep it
to himself. He would talk of doing impracticable things. Nostromo feared him
as one would fear saddling one's self with some persistent worry. He had no
discretion. He would betray the treasure. And Nostromo had made up his mind
that the treasure should not be betrayed.
The word had fixed itself tenaciously in his intelligence. His imagination
had seized upon the clear and simple notion of betrayal to account for the
dazed feeling of enlightenment as to being done for, of having inadvertently
gone out of his existence on an issue in which his personality had not been
taken into account. A man betrayed is a man destroyed. Signora Teresa (may
God have her soul!) had been right. He had never been taken into account.
Destroyed! Her white form sitting up bowed in bed, the falling black hair,
the wide-browed suffering face raised to him, the anger of her denunciations
appeared to him now majestic with the awfulness of inspiration and of death.
For it was not for nothing that the evil bird had uttered its lamentable
shriek over his head. She was dead--may God have her soul!
Sharing in the anti-priestly freethought of the masses, his mind used the
pious formula from the superficial force of habit, but with a deep-seated
sincerity. The popular mind is incapable of scepticism; and that incapacity
delivers their helpless strength to the wiles of swindlers and to the
pitiless enthusiasms of leaders inspired by visions of a high destiny. She
was dead. But would God consent to receive her soul? She had died without
confession or absolution, because he had not been willing to spare her
another moment of his time. His scorn of priests as priests remained; but
after all, it was impossible to know whether what they affirmed was not
true. Power, punishment, pardon, are simple and credible notions. The
magnificent Capataz de Cargadores, deprived of certain simple realities,
such as the admiration of women, the adulation of men, the admired publicity
of his life, was ready to feel the burden of sacrilegious guilt descend upon
his shoulders.
Bareheaded, in a thin shirt and drawers, he felt the lingering warmth of the
fine sand under the soles of his feet. The narrow strand gleamed far ahead
in a long curve, defining the outline of this wild side of the harbour. He
flitted along the shore like a pursued shadow between the sombre palm-groves
and the sheet of water lying as still as death on his right hand. He strode
with headlong haste in the silence and solitude as though he had forgotten
all prudence and caution. But he knew that on this side of the water he ran
no risk of discovery. The only inhabitant was a lonely, silent, apathetic
Indian in charge of the palmarias, who brought sometimes a load of cocoanuts
to the town for sale. He lived without a woman in an open shed, with a
perpetual fire of dry sticks smouldering near an old canoe lying bottom up
on the beach. He could be easily avoided.
The barking of the dogs about that man's ranche was the first thing that
checked his speed. He had forgotten the dogs. He swerved sharply, and
plunged into the palm-grove, as into a wilderness of columns in an immense
hall, whose dense obscurity seemed to whisper and rustle faintly high above
his head. He traversed it, entered a ravine, and climbed to the top of a
steep ridge free of trees and bushes.
From there, open and vague in the starlight, he saw the plain between the
town and the harbour. In the woods above some night-bird made a strange
drumming noise. Below beyond the palmaria on the beach, the Indian's dogs
continued to bark uproariously. He wondered what had upset them so much,
and, peering down from his elevation, was surprised to detect unaccountable
movements of the ground below, as if several oblong pieces of the plain had
been in motion. Those dark, shifting patches, alternately catching and
eluding the eye, altered their place always away from the harbour, with a
suggestion of consecutive order and purpose. A light dawned upon him. It was
a column of infantry on a night march towards the higher broken country at
the foot of the hills. But he was too much in the dark about everything for
wonder and speculation.
The plain had resumed its shadowy immobility. He descended the ridge and
found himself in the open solitude, between the harbour and the town. Its
spaciousness, extended indefinitely by an effect of obscurity, rendered more
sensible his profound isolation. His pace became slower. No one waited for
him; no one thought of him; no one expected or wished his return.
"Betrayed! Betrayed!" he muttered to himself. No one cared. He
might have been drowned by this time. No one would have cared--unless,
perhaps, the children, he thought to himself. But they were with the English
signora, and not thinking of him at all.
He wavered in his purpose of making straight for the Casa Viola. To what
end? What could he expect there? His life seemed to fail him in all its
details, even to the scornful reproaches of Teresa. He was aware painfully
of his reluctance. Was it that remorse which she had prophesied with, what
he saw now, was her last breath?
Meantime, he had deviated from the straight course, inclining by a sort of
instinct to the right, towards the jetty and the harbour, the scene of his
daily labours. The great length of the Custom House loomed up all at once
like the wall of a factory. Not a soul challenged his approach, and his
curiosity became excited as he passed cautiously towards the front by the
unexpected sight of two lighted windows.
They had the fascination of a lonely vigil kept by some mysterious watcher
up there, those two windows shining dimly upon the harbour in the whole vast
extent of the abandoned building. The solitude could almost be felt. A
strong smell of wood smoke hung about in a thin haze, which was faintly
perceptible to his raised eyes against the glitter of the stars. As he
advanced in the profound silence, the shrilling of innumerable cicalas in
the dry grass seemed positively deafening to his strained ears. Slowly, step
by step, he found himself in the great hall, sombre and full of acrid smoke.
A fire built against the staircase had burnt down impotently to a low heap
of embers. The hard wood had failed to catch; only a few steps at the bottom
smouldered, with a creeping glow of sparks defining their charred edges. At
the top he saw a streak of light from an open door. It fell upon the vast
landing, all foggy with a slow drift of smoke. That was the room. He climbed
the stairs, then checked himself, because he had seen within the shadow of a
man cast upon one of the walls. It was a shapeless, highshouldered shadow of
somebody standing still, with lowered head, out of his line of sight. The
Capataz, remembering that he was totally unarmed, stepped aside, and,
effacing himself upright in a dark corner, waited with his eyes fixed on the
door.
The whole enormous ruined barrack of a place, unfinished, without ceilings
under its lofty roof, was pervaded by the smoke swaying to and fro in the
faint cross draughts playing in the obscurity of many lofty rooms and
barnlike passages. Once one of the swinging shutters came against the wall
with a single sharp crack, as if pushed by an impatient hand. A piece of
paper scurried out from somewhere, rustling along the landing. The man,
whoever he was, did not darken the lighted doorway. Twice the Capataz,
advancing a couple of steps out of his corner, craned his neck in the hope
of catching sight of what he could be at, so quietly, in there. But every
time he saw only the distorted shadow of broad shoulders and bowed head. He
was doing apparently nothing, and stirred not from the spot, as though he
were meditating--or, perhaps, reading a paper. And not a sound issued from
the room.
Once more the Capataz stepped back. He wondered who it was--some Monterist?
But he dreaded to show himself. To discover his presence on shore, unless
after many days, would, he believed, endanger the treasure. With his own
knowledge possessing his whole soul, it seemed impossible that anybody in
Sulaco should fail to jump at the right surmise. After a couple of weeks or
so it would be different. Who could tell he had not returned overland from
some port beyond the limits of the Republic? The existence of the treasure
confused his thoughts with a peculiar sort of anxiety, as though his life
had become bound up with it. It rendered him timorous for a moment before
that enigmatic, lighted door. Devil take the fellow! He did not want to see
him. There would be nothing to learn from his face, known or unknown. He was
a fool to waste his time there in waiting.
Less than five minutes after entering the place the Capataz began his
retreat. He got away down the stairs with perfect success, gave one upward
look over his shoulder at the light on the landing, and ran stealthily
across the hall. But at the very moment he was turning out of the great
door, with his mind fixed upon escaping the notice of the man upstairs,
somebody he had not heard coming briskly along the front ran full into him.
Both muttered a stifled exclamation of surprise, and leaped back and stood
still, each indistinct to the other. Nostromo was silent. The other man
spoke first, in an amazed and deadened tone.
"Who are you?"
Already Nostromo had seemed to recognize Dr. Monygham. He had no doubt now.
He hesitated the space of a second. The idea of bolting without a word
presented itself to his mind. No use! An inexplicable repugnance to
pronounce the name by which he was known kept him silent a little longer. At
last he said in a low voice--
"A Cargador."
He walked up to the other. Dr. Monygham had received a shock. He flung his
arms up and cried out his wonder aloud, forgetting himself before the marvel
of this meeting. Nostromo angrily warned him to moderate his voice. The
Custom House was not so deserted as it looked. There was somebody in the
lighted room above.
There is no more evanescent quality in an accomplished fact than its
wonderfulness. Solicited incessantly by the considerations affecting its
fears and desires, the human mind turns naturally away from the marvellous
side of events. And it was in the most natural way possible that the doctor
asked this man whom only two minutes before he believed to have been drowned
in the gulf--
"You have seen somebody up there? Have you?"
"No, I have not seen him."
"Then how do you know?"
"I was running away from his shadow when we met."
"His shadow?"
"Yes. His shadow in the lighted room," said Nostromo, in a
contemptuous tone. Leaning back with folded arms at the foot of the immense
building, he dropped his head, biting his lips slightly, and not looking at
the doctor. "Now," he thought to himself, "he will begin
asking me about the treasure."
But the doctor's thoughts were concerned with an event not as marvellous as
Nostromo's appearance, but in itself much less clear. Why had Sotillo taken
himself off with his whole command with this suddenness and secrecy? What
did this move portend? However, it dawned upon the doctor that the man
upstairs was one of the officers left behind by the disappointed colonel to
communicate with him.
"I believe he is waiting for me," he said.
"It is possible."
"I must see. Do not go away yet, Capataz."
"Go away where?" muttered Nostromo.
Already the doctor had left him. He remained leaning against the wall,
staring at the dark water of the harbour; the shrilling of cicalas filled
his ears. An invincible vagueness coming over his thoughts took from them
all power to determine his will.
"Capataz! Capataz!" the doctor's voice called urgently from above.
The sense of betrayal and ruin floated upon his sombre indifference as upon
a sluggish sea of pitch. But he stepped out from under the wall, and,
looking up, saw Dr. Monygham leaning out of a lighted window.
"Come up and see what Sotillo has done. You need not fear the man up
here."
He answered by a slight, bitter laugh. Fear a man! The Capataz of the Sulaco
Cargadores fear a man! It angered him that anybody should suggest such a
thing. It angered him to be disarmed and skulking and in danger because of
the accursed treasure, which was of so little account to the people who had
tied it round his neck. He could not shake off the worry of it. To Nostromo
the doctor represented all these people. . . . And he had never even asked
after it. Not a word of inquiry about the most desperate undertaking of his
life.
Thinking these thoughts, Nostromo passed again through the cavernous hall,
where the smoke was considerably thinned, and went up the stairs, not so
warm to his feet now, towards the streak of light at the top. The doctor
appeared in it for a moment, agitated and impatient.
"Come up! Come up!"
At the moment of crossing the doorway the Capataz experienced a shock of
surprise. The man had not moved. He saw his shadow in the same place. He
started, then stepped in with a feeling of being about to solve a mystery.
It was very simple. For an infinitesimal fraction of a second, against the
light of two flaring and guttering candles, through a blue, pungent, thin
haze which made his eyes smart, he saw the man standing, as he had imagined
him, with his back to the door, casting an enormous and distorted shadow
upon the wall. Swifter than a flash of lightning followed the impression of
his constrained, toppling attitude--the shoulders projecting forward, the
head sunk low upon the breast. Then he distinguished the arms behind his
back, and wrenched so terribly that the two clenched fists, lashed together,
had been forced up higher than the shoulder-blades. From there his eyes
traced in one instantaneous glance the hide rope going upwards from the tied
wrists over a heavy beam and down to a staple in the wall. He did not want
to look at the rigid legs, at the feet hanging down nervelessly, with their
bare toes some six inches above the floor, to know that the man had been
given the estrapade till he had swooned. His first impulse was to dash
forward and sever the rope at one blow. He felt for his knife. He had no
knife--not even a knife. He stood quivering, and the doctor, perched on the
edge of the table, facing thoughtfully the cruel and lamentable sight, his
chin in his hand, uttered, without stirring--
"Tortured--and shot dead through the breast--getting cold."
This information calmed the Capataz. One of the candles flickering in the
socket went out. "Who did this?" he asked.
"Sotillo, I tell you. Who else? Tortured--of course. But why
shot?" The doctor looked fixedly at Nostromo, who shrugged his
shoulders slightly. "And mark, shot suddenly, on impulse. It is
evident. I wish I had his secret."
Nostromo had advanced, and stooped slightly to look. "I seem to have
seen that face somewhere," he muttered. "Who is he?"
The doctor turned his eyes upon him again. "I may yet come to envying
his fate. What do you think of that, Capataz, eh?"
But Nostromo did not even hear these words. Seizing the remaining light, he
thrust it under the drooping head. The doctor sat oblivious, with a lost
gaze. Then the heavy iron candlestick, as if struck out of Nostromo's hand,
clattered on the floor.
"Hullo!" exclaimed the doctor, looking up with a start. He could
hear the Capataz stagger against the table and gasp. In the sudden
extinction of the light within, the dead blackness sealing the window-frames
became alive with stars to his sight.
"Of course, of course," the doctor muttered to himself in English.
"Enough to make him jump out of his skin."
Nostromo's heart seemed to force itself into his throat. His head swam.
Hirsch! The man was Hirsch! He held on tight to the edge of the table.
"But he was hiding in the lighter," he almost shouted His voice
fell. "In the lighter, and--and--"
"And Sotillo brought him in," said the doctor. "He is no more
startling to you than you were to me. What I want to know is how he induced
some compassionate soul to shoot him."
"So Sotillo knows--" began Nostromo, in a more equable voice.
"Everything!" interrupted the doctor.
The Capataz was heard striking the table with his fist. "Everything?
What are you saying, there? Everything? Know everything? It is impossible!
Everything?"
"Of course. What do you mean by impossible? I tell you I have heard
this Hirsch questioned last night, here, in this very room. He knew your
name, Decoud's name, and all about the loading of the silver. . . . The
lighter was cut in two. He was grovelling in abject terror before Sotillo,
but he remembered that much. What do you want more? He knew least about
himself. They found him clinging to their anchor. He must have caught at it
just as the lighter went to the bottom."
"Went to the bottom?" repeated Nostromo, slowly. "Sotillo
believes that? Bueno!"
The doctor, a little impatiently, was unable to imagine what else could
anybody believe. Yes, Sotillo believed that the lighter was sunk, and the
Capataz de Cargadores, together with Martin Decoud and perhaps one or two
other political fugitives, had been drowned.
"I told you well, senor doctor," remarked Nostromo at that point,
"that Sotillo did not know everything."
"Eh? What do you mean?"
"He did not know I was not dead."
"Neither did we."
"And you did not care--none of you caballeros on the wharf--once you
got off a man of flesh and blood like yourselves on a fool's business that
could not end well."
"You forget, Capataz, I was not on the wharf. And I did not think well
of the business. So you need not taunt me. I tell you what, man, we had but
little leisure to think of the dead. Death stands near behind us all. You
were gone."
"I went, indeed!" broke in Nostromo. "And for the sake of
what--tell me?"
"Ah! that is your own affair," the doctor said, roughly. "Do
not ask me."
Their flowing murmurs paused in the dark. Perched on the edge of the table
with slightly averted faces, they felt their shoulders touch, and their eyes
remained directed towards an upright shape nearly lost in the obscurity of
the inner part of the room, that with projecting head and shoulders, in
ghastly immobility, seemed intent on catching every word.
"Muy bien!" Nostromo muttered at last. "So be it. Teresa was
right. It is my own affair."
"Teresa is dead," remarked the doctor, absently, while his mind
followed a new line of thought suggested by what might have been called
Nostromo's return to life. "She died, the poor woman."
"Without a priest?" the Capataz asked, anxiously.
"What a question! Who could have got a priest for her last night?"
"May God keep her soul!" ejaculated Nostromo, with a gloomy and
hopeless fervour which had no time to surprise Dr. Monygham, before,
reverting to their previous conversation, he continued in a sinister tone,
"Si, senor doctor. As you were saying, it is my own affair. A very
desperate affair."
"There are no two men in this part of the world that could have saved
themselves by swimming as you have done," the doctor said, admiringly.
And again there was silence between those two men. They were both
reflecting, and the diversity of their natures made their thoughts born from
their meeting swing afar from each other. The doctor, impelled to risky
action by his loyalty to the Goulds, wondered with thankfulness at the chain
of accident which had brought that man back where he would be of the
greatest use in the work of saving the San Tome mine. The doctor was loyal
to the mine. It presented itself to his fifty-years' old eyes in the shape
of a little woman in a soft dress with a long train, with a head
attractively overweighted by a great mass of fair hair and the delicate
preciousness of her inner worth, partaking of a gem and a flower, revealed
in every attitude of her person. As the dangers thickened round the San Tome
mine this illusion acquired force, permanency, and authority. It claimed him
at last! This claim, exalted by a spiritual detachment from the usual
sanctions of hope and reward, made Dr. Monygham's thinking, acting,
individuality extremely dangerous to himself and to others, all his scruples
vanishing in the proud feeling that his devotion was the only thing that
stood between an admirable woman and a frightful disaster.
It was a sort of intoxication which made him utterly indifferent to Decoud's
fate, but left his wits perfectly clear for the appreciation of Decoud's
political idea. It was a good idea--and Barrios was the only instrument of
its realization. The doctor's soul, withered and shrunk by the shame of a
moral disgrace, became implacable in the expansion of its tenderness.
Nostromo's return was providential. He did not think of him humanely, as of
a fellow-creature just escaped from the jaws of death. The Capataz for him
was the only possible messenger to Cayta. The very man. The doctor's
misanthropic mistrust of mankind (the bitterer because based on personal
failure) did not lift him sufficiently above common weaknesses. He was under
the spell of an established reputation. Trumpeted by Captain Mitchell, grown
in repetition, and fixed in general assent, Nostromo's faithfulness had
never been questioned by Dr. Monygham as a fact. It was not likely to be
questioned now he stood in desperate need of it himself. Dr. Monygham was
human; he accepted the popular conception of the Capataz's incorruptibility
simply because no word or fact had ever contradicted a mere affirmation. It
seemed to be a part of the man, like his whiskers or his teeth. It was
impossible to conceive him otherwise. The question was whether he would
consent to go on such a dangerous and desperate errand. The doctor was
observant enough to have become aware from the first of something peculiar
in the man's temper. He was no doubt sore about the loss of the silver.
"It will be necessary to take him into my fullest confidence," he
said to himself, with a certain acuteness of insight into the nature he had
to deal with.
On Nostromo's side the silence had been full of black irresolution, anger,
and mistrust. He was the first to break it, however.
"The swimming was no great matter," he said. "It is what went
before--and what comes after that--"
He did not quite finish what he meant to say, breaking off short, as though
his thought had butted against a solid obstacle. The doctor's mind pursued
its own schemes with Machiavellian subtlety. He said as sympathetically as
he was able--
"It is unfortunate, Capataz. But no one would think of blaming you.
Very unfortunate. To begin with, the treasure ought never to have left the
mountain. But it was Decoud who--however, he is dead. There is no need to
talk of him."
"No," assented Nostromo, as the doctor paused, "there is no
need to talk of dead men. But I am not dead yet."
"You are all right. Only a man of your intrepidity could have saved
himself."
In this Dr. Monygham was sincere. He esteemed highly the intrepidity of that
man, whom he valued but little, being disillusioned as to mankind in
general, because of the particular instance in which his own manhood had
failed. Having had to encounter singlehanded during his period of eclipse
many physical dangers, he was well aware of the most dangerous element
common to them all: of the crushing, paralyzing sense of human littleness,
which is what really defeats a man struggling with natural forces, alone,
far from the eyes of his fellows. He was eminently fit to appreciate the
mental image he made for himself of the Capataz, after hours of tension and
anxiety, precipitated suddenly into an abyss of waters and darkness, without
earth or sky, and confronting it not only with an undismayed mind, but with
sensible success. Of course, the man was an incomparable swimmer, that was
known, but the doctor judged that this instance testified to a still greater
intrepidity of spirit. It was pleasing to him; he augured well from it for
the success of the arduous mission with which he meant to entrust the
Capataz so marvellously restored to usefulness. And in a tone vaguely
gratified, he observed--
"It must have been terribly dark!"
"It was the worst darkness of the Golfo," the Capataz assented,
briefly. He was mollified by what seemed a sign of some faint interest in
such things as had befallen him, and dropped a few descriptive phrases with
an affected and curt nonchalance. At that moment he felt communicative. He
expected the continuance of that interest which, whether accepted or
rejected, would have restored to him his personality--the only thing lost in
that desperate affair. But the doctor, engrossed by a desperate adventure of
his own, was terrible in the pursuit of his idea. He let an exclamation of
regret escape him.
"I could almost wish you had shouted and shown a light."
This unexpected utterance astounded the Capataz by its character of
cold-blooded atrocity. It was as much as to say, "I wish you had shown
yourself a coward; I wish you had had your throat cut for your pains."
Naturally he referred it to himself, whereas it related only to the silver,
being uttered simply and with many mental reservations. Surprise and rage
rendered him speechless, and the doctor pursued, practically unheard by
Nostromo, whose stirred blood was beating violently in his ears.
"For I am convinced Sotillo in possession of the silver would have
turned short round and made for some small port abroad. Economically it
would have been wasteful, but still less wasteful than having it sunk. It
was the next best thing to having it at hand in some safe place, and using
part of it to buy up Sotillo. But I doubt whether Don Carlos would have ever
made up his mind to it. He is not fit for Costaguana, and that is a fact,
Capataz."
The Capataz had mastered the fury that was like a tempest in his ears in
time to hear the name of Don Carlos. He seemed to have come out of it a
changed man--a man who spoke thoughtfully in a soft and even voice.
"And would Don Carlos have been content if I had surrendered this
treasure?"
"I should not wonder if they were all of that way of thinking
now," the doctor said, grimly. "I was never consulted. Decoud had
it his own way. Their eyes are opened by this time, I should think. I for
one know that if that silver turned up this moment miraculously ashore I
would give it to Sotillo. And, as things stand, I would be approved."
"Turned up miraculously," repeated the Capataz very low; then
raised his voice. "That, senor, would be a greater miracle than any
saint could perform."
"I believe you, Capataz," said the doctor, drily.
He went on to develop his view of Sotillo's dangerous influence upon the
situation. And the Capataz, listening as if in a dream, felt himself of as
little account as the indistinct, motionless shape of the dead man whom he
saw upright under the beam, with his air of listening also, disregarded,
forgotten, like a terrible example of neglect.
"Was it for an unconsidered and foolish whim that they came to me,
then?" he interrupted suddenly. "Had I not done enough for them to
be of some account, por Dios? Is it that the hombres finos--the
gentlemen--need not think as long as there is a man of the people ready to
risk his body and soul? Or, perhaps, we have no souls--like dogs?"
"There was Decoud, too, with his plan," the doctor reminded him
again.
"Si! And the rich man in San Francisco who had something to do with
that treasure, too--what do I know? No! I have heard too many things. It
seems to me that everything is permitted to the rich."
"I understand, Capataz," the doctor began.
"What Capataz?" broke in Nostromo, in a forcible but even voice.
"The Capataz is undone, destroyed. There is no Capataz. Oh, no! You
will find the Capataz no more."
"Come, this is childish!" remonstrated the doctor; and the other
calmed down suddenly.
"I have been indeed like a little child," he muttered.
And as his eyes met again the shape of the murdered man suspended in his
awful immobility, which seemed the uncomplaining immobility of attention, he
asked, wondering gently--
"Why did Sotillo give the estrapade to this pitiful wretch? Do you
know? No torture could have been worse than his fear. Killing I can
understand. His anguish was intolerable to behold. But why should he torment
him like this? He could tell no more."
"No; he could tell nothing more. Any sane man would have seen that. He
had told him everything. But I tell you what it is, Capataz. Sotillo would
not believe what he was told. Not everything."
"What is it he would not believe? I cannot understand."
"I can, because I have seen the man. He refuses to believe that the
treasure is lost."
"What?" the Capataz cried out in a discomposed tone.
"That startles you--eh?"
"Am I to understand, senor," Nostromo went on in a deliberate and,
as it were, watchful tone, "that Sotillo thinks the treasure has been
saved by some means?"
"No! no! That would be impossible," said the doctor, with
conviction; and Nostromo emitted a grunt in the dark. "That would be
impossible. He thinks that the silver was no longer in the lighter when she
was sunk. He has convinced himself that the whole show of getting it away to
sea is a mere sham got up to deceive Gamacho and his Nationals, Pedrito
Montero, Senor Fuentes, our new Gefe Politico, and himself, too. Only, he
says, he is no such fool."
"But he is devoid of sense. He is the greatest imbecile that ever
called himself a colonel in this country of evil," growled Nostromo.
"He is no more unreasonable than many sensible men," said the
doctor. "He has convinced himself that the treasure can be found
because he desires passionately to possess himself of it. And he is also
afraid of his officers turning upon him and going over to Pedrito, whom he
has not the courage either to fight or trust. Do you see that, Capataz? He
need fear no desertion as long as some hope remains of that enormous plunder
turning up. I have made it my business to keep this very hope up."
"You have?" the Capataz de Cargadores repeated cautiously.
"Well, that is wonderful. And how long do you think you are going to
keep it up?"
"As long as I can."
"What does that mean?"
"I can tell you exactly. As long as I live," the doctor retorted
in a stubborn voice. Then, in a few words, he described the story of his
arrest and the circumstances of his release. "I was going back to that
silly scoundrel when we met," he concluded.
Nostromo had listened with profound attention. "You have made up your
mind, then, to a speedy death," he muttered through his clenched teeth.
"Perhaps, my illustrious Capataz," the doctor said, testily.
"You are not the only one here who can look an ugly death in the
face."
"No doubt," mumbled Nostromo, loud enough to be overheard.
"There may be even more than two fools in this place. Who knows?"
"And that is my affair," said the doctor, curtly.
"As taking out the accursed silver to sea was my affair," retorted
Nostromo. "I see. Bueno! Each of us has his reasons. But you were the
last man I conversed with before I started, and you talked to me as if I
were a fool."
Nostromo had a great distaste for the doctor's sardonic treatment of his
great reputation. Decoud's faintly ironic recognition used to make him
uneasy; but the familiarity of a man like Don Martin was flattering, whereas
the doctor was a nobody. He could remember him a penniless outcast, slinking
about the streets of Sulaco, without a single friend or acquaintance, till
Don Carlos Gould took him into the service of the mine.
"You may be very wise," he went on, thoughtfully, staring into the
obscurity of the room, pervaded by the gruesome enigma of the tortured and
murdered Hirsch. "But I am not such a fool as when I started. I have
learned one thing since, and that is that you are a dangerous man."
Dr. Monygham was too startled to do more than exclaim--
"What is it you say?"
"If he could speak he would say the same thing," pursued Nostromo,
with a nod of his shadowy head silhouetted against the starlit window.
"I do not understand you," said Dr. Monygham, faintly.
"No? Perhaps, if you had not confirmed Sotillo in his madness, he would
have been in no haste to give the estrapade to that miserable Hirsch."
The doctor started at the suggestion. But his devotion, absorbing all his
sensibilities, had left his heart steeled against remorse and pity. Still,
for complete relief, he felt the necessity of repelling it loudly and
contemptuously.
"Bah! You dare to tell me that, with a man like Sotillo. I confess I
did not give a thought to Hirsch. If I had it would have been useless.
Anybody can see that the luckless wretch was doomed from the moment he
caught hold of the anchor. He was doomed, I tell you! Just as I myself am
doomed--most probably."
This is what Dr. Monygham said in answer to Nostromo's remark, which was
plausible enough to prick his conscience. He was not a callous man. But the
necessity, the magnitude, the importance of the task he had taken upon
himself dwarfed all merely humane considerations. He had undertaken it in a
fanatical spirit. He did not like it. To lie, to deceive, to circumvent even
the basest of mankind was odious to him. It was odious to him by training,
instinct, and tradition. To do these things in the character of a traitor
was abhorrent to his nature and terrible to his feelings. He had made that
sacrifice in a spirit of abasement. He had said to himself bitterly, "I
am the only one fit for that dirty work." And he believed this. He was
not subtle. His simplicity was such that, though he had no sort of heroic
idea of seeking death, the risk, deadly enough, to which he exposed himself,
had a sustaining and comforting effect. To that spiritual state the fate of
Hirsch presented itself as part of the general atrocity of things. He
considered that episode practically. What did it mean? Was it a sign of some
dangerous change in Sotillo's delusion? That the man should have been killed
like this was what the doctor could not understand.
"Yes. But why shot?" he murmured to himself.
Nostromo kept very still.
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