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Sister Carrie, by Theodore Dreiser Chapter XXIV Ashes Of Tinder--A Face At The Window That night Hurstwood remained
down town entirely, going to the Palmer House for a bed after his work was
through. He was in a fevered
state of mind, owing to the blight his wife's action threatened to cast
upon his entire future. While
he was not sure how much significance might be attached to the threat she
had made, he was sure that her attitude, if long continued, would cause
him no end of trouble. She was determined, and had worsted him in a very important
contest. How would it be from
now on? He walked the floor of his little office, and later that of his
room, putting one thing and another together to no avail.
Mrs. Hurstwood, on the contrary,
had decided not to lose her advantage by inaction.
Now that she had practically cowed him, she would follow up her
work with demands, the acknowledgment of which would make her word LAW in
the future. He would have to
pay her the money which she would now regularly demand or there would be
trouble. It did not matter
what he did. She really did
not care whether he came home any more or not.
The household would move along much more pleasantly without him,
and she could do as she wished without consulting any one.
Now she proposed to consult a lawyer and hire a detective. She would find out at once just what advantages she could
gain. Hurstwood walked the floor,
mentally arranging the chief points of his situation.
"She has that property in her name," he kept saying to
himself. "What a fool
trick that was. Curse it!
What a fool move that was." He also thought of his managerial
position. "If she raises
a row now I'll lose this thing. They
won't have me around if my name gets in the papers.
My friends, too!" He grew more angry as he thought of the talk
any action on her part would create.
How would the papers talk about it? Every man he knew would be
wondering. He would have to
explain and deny and make a general mark of himself.
Then Moy would come and confer with him and there would be the
devil to pay. Many little wrinkles gathered
between his eyes as he contemplated this, and his brow moistened. He saw no solution of anything-- not a loophole left. Through all this thoughts of
Carrie flashed upon him, and the approaching affair of Saturday.
Tangled as all his matters were, he did not worry over that.
It was the one pleasing thing in this whole rout of trouble.
He could arrange that satisfactorily, for Carrie would be glad to
wait, if necessary. He would see how things turned out to-morrow, and then
he would talk to her. They
were going to meet as usual. He
saw only her pretty face and neat figure and wondered why life was not
arranged so that such joy as he found with her could be steadily
maintained. How much more
pleasant it would be. Then he
would take up his wife's threat again, and the wrinkles and moisture would
return. In the morning he came over from
the hotel and opened his mail, but there was nothing in it outside the
ordinary run. For some reason
he felt as if something might come that way, and was relieved when all the
envelopes had been scanned and nothing suspicious noticed.
He began to feel the appetite that had been wanting before he had
reached the office, and decided before going out to the park to meet
Carrie to drop in at the Grand Pacific and have a pot of coffee and some
rolls. While the danger had
not lessened, it had not as yet materialised, and with him no news was
good news. If he could only
get plenty of time to think, perhaps something would turn up.
Surely, surely, this thing would not drift along to catastrophe and
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His spirits fell, however, when,
upon reaching the park, he waited and waited and Carrie did not come.
He held his favourite post for an hour or more, then arose and began
to walk about restlessly. Could something have happened out there to keep her away?
Could she have been reached by his wife? Surely not.
So little did he consider Drouet that it never once occurred to him
to worry about his finding out. He
grew restless as he ruminated, and then decided that perhaps it was nothing.
She had not been able to get away this morning.
That was why no letter notifying him had come.
He would get one to-day. It
would probably be on his desk when he got back.
He would look for it at once. After a time he gave up waiting
and drearily headed for the Madison car.
To add to his distress, the bright blue sky became overcast with
little fleecy clouds which shut out the sun.
The wind veered to the east, and by the time he reached his office it
was threatening to drizzle all afternoon. He went in and examined his
letters, but there was nothing from Carrie.
Fortunately, there was nothing from his wife either.
He thanked his stars that he did not have to confront that
proposition just now when he needed to think so much.
He walked the floor again, pretending to be in an ordinary mood, but
secretly troubled beyond the expression of words. At one-thirty he went to Rector's
for lunch, and when he returned a messenger was waiting for him.
He looked at the little chap with a feeling of doubt. "I'm to bring an
answer," said the boy. Hurstwood recognised his wife's
writing. He tore it open and
read without a show of feeling. It
began in the most formal manner and was sharply and coldly worded
throughout. "I want you to send the
money I asked for at once. I
need it to carry out my plans. You
can stay away if you want to. It
doesn't matter in the least. But
I must have some money. So
don't delay, but send it by the boy." When he had finished it, he stood
holding it in his hands. The
audacity of the thing took his breath.
It roused his ire also-- the deepest element of revolt in him. His first impulse was to write but four words in
reply--"Go to the devil!"--but he compromised by telling the boy
that there would be no reply. Then he sat down in his chair and gazed
without seeing, contemplating the result of his work.
What would she do about that? The confounded wretch! Was she going to
try to bulldoze him into submission? He would go up there and have it out
with her, that's what he would do. She
was carrying things with too high a hand.
These were his first thoughts. Later, however, his old
discretion asserted itself. Something
had to be done. A climax was
near and she would not sit idle. He knew her well enough to know that when
she had decided upon a plan she would follow it up.
Possibly matters would go into a lawyer's hands at once. "Damn her!" he said
softly, with his teeth firmly set, "I'll make it hot for her if she
causes me trouble. I'll make
her change her tone if I have to use force to do it!" He arose from his chair and went
and looked out into the street. The long drizzle had begun.
Pedestrians had turned up collars, and trousers at the bottom.
Hands were hidden in the pockets of the umbrellaless; umbrellas were
up. The street looked like a
sea of round black cloth roofs, twisting, bobbing, moving. Trucks and vans
were rattling in a noisy line and everywhere men were shielding themselves
as best they could. He scarcely
noticed the picture. He was
forever confronting his wife, demanding of her to change her attitude toward
him before he worked her bodily harm. At four o'clock another note
came, which simply said that if the money was not forthcoming that evening
the matter would be laid before Fitzgerald and Moy on the morrow, and other
steps would be taken to get it. Hurstwood
almost exclaimed out loud at the insistency of this thing.
Yes, he would send her the money.
He'd take it to her-- he would go up there and have a talk with her,
and that at once. He put on his hat and looked
around for his umbrella. He
would have some arrangement of this thing. He called a cab and was driven
through the dreary rain to the North Side.
On the way his temper cooled as he thought of the details of the
case. What did she know? What
had she done? Maybe she'd got hold of Carrie, who knows--or--or Drouet. Perhaps she really had evidence, and was prepared to fell him
as a man does another from secret ambush.
She was shrewd. Why
should she taunt him this way unless she had good grounds? He began to wish that he had
compromised in some way or other-- that he had sent the money. Perhaps he could do it up here.
He would go in and see, anyhow.
He would have no row. By
the time he reached his own street he was keenly alive to the difficulties
of his situation and wished over and over that some solution would offer
itself, that he could see his way out.
He alighted and went up the steps to the front door, but it was with
a nervous palpitation of the heart. He
pulled out his key and tried to insert it, but another key was on the
inside. He shook at the knob,
but the door was locked. Then
he rang the bell. No answer.
He rang again--this time harder.
Still no answer. He
jangled it fiercely several times in succession, but without avail.
Then he went below. There was a door which opened
under the steps into the kitchen, protected by an iron grating, intended as
a safeguard against burglars. When
he reached this he noticed that it also was bolted and that the kitchen
windows were down. What could
it mean? He rang the bell and then waited.
Finally, seeing that no one was coming, he turned and went back to
his cab. "I guess they've gone
out," he said apologetically to the individual who was hiding his red
face in a loose tarpaulin raincoat. "I saw a young girl up in
that winder," returned the cabby. Hurstwood looked, but there was
no face there now. He climbed
moodily into the cab, relieved and distressed. So this was the game, was it?
Shut him out and make him pay. Well, by the Lord, that did beat all!
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