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"You didn't lose any time,
did you?" he remarked, smiling a little.
"No," returned Carrie
with a touch of pride.
He asked her one or two more
questions and then turned to play with the baby, leaving the subject until
it was brought up again by Minnie at the table.
Carrie, however, was not to be
reduced to the common level of observation which prevailed in the flat.
"It seems to be such a large
company," she said, at one place.
"Great big plate-glass
windows and lots of clerks. The
man I saw said they hired ever so many people."
"It's not very hard to get
work now," put in Hanson, "if you look right."
Minnie, under the warming
influence of Carrie's good spirits and her husband's somewhat conversational
mood, began to tell Carrie of some of the well-known things to see--things
the enjoyment of which cost nothing.
"You'd like to see Michigan
Avenue. There are such fine
houses. It is such a fine street."
"Where is H. R.
Jacob's?" interrupted Carrie, mentioning one of the theatres devoted to
melodrama which went by that name at the time.
"Oh, it's not very far from
here," answered Minnie. "It's in Halstead Street, right up
here."
"How I'd like to go there.
I crossed Halstead Street to-day, didn't I?"
At this there was a slight halt
in the natural reply. Thoughts are a strangely permeating factor.
At her suggestion of going to the theatre, the unspoken shade of
disapproval to the doing of those things which involved the expenditure of
money--shades of feeling which arose in the mind of Hanson and then in
Minnie-- slightly affected the atmosphere of the table.
Minnie answered "yes," but Carrie could feel that going to
the theatre was poorly advocated here.
The subject was put off for a little while until Hanson, through with
his meal, took his paper and went into the front room.
When they were alone, the two
sisters began a somewhat freer conversation, Carrie interrupting it to hum a
little, as they worked at the dishes.
"I should like to walk up
and see Halstead Street, if it isn't too far," said Carrie, after a
time. "Why don't we go to
the theatre to-night?"
"Oh, I don't think Sven
would want to go to-night," returned Minnie.
"He has to get up so early."
"He wouldn't mind--he'd
enjoy it," said Carrie.
"No, he doesn't go very
often," returned Minnie.
"Well, I'd like to go,"
rejoined Carrie. "Let's
you and me go."
Minnie pondered a while, not upon
whether she could or would go-- for that point was already negatively
settled with her--but upon some means of diverting the thoughts of her
sister to some other topic.
"We'll go some other
time," she said at last, finding no ready means of escape.
Carrie sensed the root of the
opposition at once.
"I have some money,"
she said. "You go with
me." Minnie shook her head.
"He could go along,"
said Carrie.
"No," returned Minnie
softly, and rattling the dishes to drown the conversation. "He wouldn't."
It had been several years since
Minnie had seen Carrie, and in that time the latter's character had
developed a few shades. Naturally timid in all things that related to her
own advancement, and especially so when without power or resource, her
craving for pleasure was so strong that it was the one stay of her nature.
She would speak for that when silent on all else.
"Ask him," she pleaded
softly.
Minnie was thinking of the
resource which Carrie's board would add.
It would pay the rent and would make the subject of expenditure a
little less difficult to talk about with her husband.
But if Carrie was going to think of running around in the beginning
there would be a hitch somewhere. Unless
Carrie submitted to a solemn round of industry and saw the need of hard work
without longing for play, how was her coming to the city to profit them?
These thoughts were not those of a cold, hard nature at all.
They were the serious reflections of a mind which invariably adjusted
itself, without much complaining, to such surroundings as its industry could
make for it.
At last she yielded enough to ask
Hanson. It was a half-hearted
procedure without a shade of desire on her part.
"Carrie wants us to go to
the theatre," she said, looking in upon her husband. Hanson looked up from his paper, and they exchanged a mild
look, which said as plainly as anything: "This isn't what we
expected."
"I don't care to go,"
he returned. "What does
she want to see?"
"H. R. Jacob's," said
Minnie.
He looked down at his paper and
shook his head negatively.
When Carrie saw how they looked
upon her proposition, she gained a still clearer feeling of their way of
life. It weighed on her, but
took no definite form of opposition.
"I think I'll go down and
stand at the foot of the stairs," she said, after a time.
Minnie made no objection to this,
and Carrie put on her hat and went below.
"Where has Carrie
gone?" asked Hanson, coming back into the dining-room when he heard the
door close.
"She said she was going down
to the foot of the stairs," answered Minnie.
"I guess she just wants to look out a while."
"She oughtn't to be thinking
about spending her money on theatres already, do you think?" he said.
"She just feels a little
curious, I guess," ventured Minnie. "Everything is so new."
"I don't know," said
Hanson, and went over to the baby, his forehead slightly wrinkled.
He was thinking of a full career
of vanity and wastefulness which a young girl might indulge in, and
wondering how Carrie could contemplate such a course when she had so little,
as yet, with which to do.
On Saturday Carrie went out by
herself--first toward the river, which interested her, and then back along
Jackson Street, which was then lined by the pretty houses and fine lawns
which subsequently caused it to be made into a boulevard. She was struck with the evidences of wealth, although there
was, perhaps, not a person on the street worth more than a hundred thousand
dollars. She was glad to be out
of the flat, because already she felt that it was a narrow, humdrum place,
and that interest and joy lay elsewhere.
Her thoughts now were of a more liberal character, and she punctuated
them with speculations as to the whereabouts of Drouet.
She was not sure but that he might call anyhow Monday night, and,
while she felt a little disturbed at the possibility, there was,
nevertheless, just the shade of a wish that he would.
On Monday she arose early and
prepared to go to work. She dressed herself in a worn shirt-waist of dotted
blue percale, a skirt of light-brown serge rather faded, and a small straw
hat which she had worn all summer at Columbia City.
Her shoes were old, and her necktie was in that crumpled, flattened
state which time and much wearing impart.
She made a very average looking shop-girl with the exception of her
features. These were slightly more even than common, and gave her a sweet,
reserved, and pleasing appearance.
It is no easy thing to get up
early in the morning when one is used to sleeping until seven and eight, as
Carrie had been at home. She
gained some inkling of the character of Hanson's life when, half asleep, she
looked out into the dining-room at six o'clock and saw him silently
finishing his breakfast. By the
time she was dressed he was gone, and she, Minnie, and the baby ate
together, the latter being just old enough to sit in a high chair and
disturb the dishes with a spoon. Her spirits were greatly subdued now when
the fact of entering upon strange and untried duties confronted her.
Only the ashes of all her fine fancies were remaining--ashes still
concealing, nevertheless, a few red embers of hope.
So subdued was she by her weakening nerves, that she ate quite in
silence going over imaginary conceptions of the character of the shoe
company, the nature of the work, her employer's attitude.
She was vaguely feeling that she would come in contact with the great
owners, that her work would be where grave, stylishly dressed men
occasionally look on.
"Well, good luck," said
Minnie, when she was ready to go. They
had agreed it was best to walk, that morning at least, to see if she could
do it every day--sixty cents a week for car fare being quite an item under
the circumstances.
"I'll tell you how it goes
to-night," said Carrie.
Once in the sunlit street, with
labourers tramping by in either direction, the horse-cars passing crowded to
the rails with the small clerks and floor help in the great wholesale
houses, and men and women generally coming out of doors and passing about
the neighbourhood, Carrie felt slightly reassured.
In the sunshine of the morning, beneath the wide, blue heavens, with
a fresh wind astir, what fears, except the most desperate, can find a
harbourage? In the night, or
the gloomy chambers of the day, fears and misgivings wax strong, but out in
the sunlight there is, for a time, cessation even of the terror of death.
Carrie went straight forward
until she crossed the river, and then turned into Fifth Avenue. The thoroughfare, in this part, was like a walled canon of
brown stone and dark red brick. The
big windows looked shiny and clean. Trucks
were rumbling in increasing numbers; men and women, girls and boys were
moving onward in all directions. She
met girls of her own age, who looked at her as if with contempt for her
diffidence. She wondered at the
magnitude of this life and at the importance of knowing much in order to do
anything in it at all. Dread at
her own inefficiency crept upon her. She
would not know how, she would not be quick enough.
Had not all the other places refused her because she did not know
something or other? She would
be scolded, abused, ignominiously discharged.
It was with weak knees and a
slight catch in her breathing that she came up to the great shoe company at
Adams and Fifth Avenue and entered the elevator.
When she stepped out on the fourth floor there was no one at hand,
only great aisles of boxes piled to the ceiling. She stood, very much
frightened, awaiting some one.
Presently Mr. Brown came up.
He did not seem to recosnise her.
"What is it you want?"
he inquired.
Carrie's heart sank.
"You said I should come this
morning to see about work--"
"Oh," he interrupted.
"Um--yes. What is your name?"
"Carrie Meeber."
"Yes," said he.
"You come with me."
He led the way through dark,
box-lined aisles which had the smell of new shoes, until they came to an
iron door which opened into the factory proper.
There was a large, low-ceiled room, with clacking, rattling machines
at which men in white shirt sleeves and blue gingham aprons were working.
She followed him diffidently through the clattering automatons,
keeping her eyes straight before her, and flushing slightly. They crossed to
a far corner and took an elevator to the sixth floor.
Out of the array of machines and benches, Mr. Brown signalled a
foreman.
"This is the girl," he
said, and turning to Carrie, "You go with him." He then returned, and Carrie followed her new superior to a
little desk in a corner, which he used as a kind of official centre.
"You've never worked at
anything like this before, have you?" he questioned, rather sternly.
"No, sir," she
answered.
He seemed rather annoyed at
having to bother with such help, but put down her name and then led her
across to where a line of girls occupied stools in front of clacking
machines. On the shoulder of
one of the girls who was punching eye-holes in one piece of the upper, by
the aid of the machine, he put his hand.
"You," he said,
"show this girl how to do what you're doing. When you get through, come
to me."
The girl so addressed rose
promptly and gave Carrie her place.
"It isn't hard to do,"
she said, bending over. "You
just take this so, fasten it with this clamp, and start the machine."
She suited action to word,
fastened the piece of leather, which was eventually to form the right half
of the upper of a man's shoe, by little adjustable clamps, and pushed a
small steel rod at the side of the machine.
The latter jumped to the task of punching, with sharp, snapping
clicks, cutting circular bits of leather out of the side of the upper,
leaving the holes which were to hold the laces.
After observing a few times, the girl let her work at it alone.
Seeing that it was fairly well done, she went away.
The pieces of leather came from
the girl at the machine to her right, and were passed on to the girl at her
left. Carrie saw at once that
an average speed was necessary or the work would pile up on her and all
those below would be delayed. She
had no time to look about, and bent anxiously to her task.
The girls at her left and right realised her predicament and
feelings, and, in a way, tried to aid her, as much as they dared, by working
slower.
At this task she laboured
incessantly for some time, finding relief from her own nervous fears and
imaginings in the humdrum, mechanical movement of the machine.
She felt, as the minutes passed, that the room was not very light.
It had a thick odour of fresh leather, but that did not worry her.
She felt the eyes of the other help upon her, and troubled lest she
was not working fast enough.
Once, when she was fumbling at
the little clamp, having made a slight error in setting in the leather, a
great hand appeared before her eyes and fastened the clamp for her.
It was the foreman. Her
heart thumped so that she could scarcely see to go on.
"Start your machine,"
he said, "start your machine. Don't keep the line waiting."
This recovered her sufficiently
and she went excitedly on, hardly breathing until the shadow moved away from
behind her. Then she heaved a
great breath.
As the morning wore on the room
became hotter. She felt the
need of a breath of fresh air and a drink of water, but did not venture to
stir. The stool she sat on was
without a back or foot-rest, and she began to feel uncomfortable. She found, after a time, that her back was beginning to ache.
She twisted and turned from one position to another slightly
different, but it did not ease her for long.
She was beginning to weary.
"Stand up, why don't
you?" said the girl at her right, without any form of introduction.
"They won't care."
Carrie looked at her gratefully.
"I guess I will," she said.
She stood up from her stool and
worked that way for a while, but it was a more difficult position.
Her neck and shoulders ached in bending over.
The spirit of the place impressed
itself on her in a rough way. She did not venture to look around, but above
the clack of the machine she could hear an occasional remark. She could also note a thing or two out of the side of her
eye.
"Did you see Harry last
night?" said the girl at her left, addressing her neighbour.
"No."
"You ought to have seen the
tie he had on. Gee, but he was
a mark."
"S-s-t," said the other
girl, bending over her work. The first, silenced, instantly assumed a solemn
face. The foreman passed slowly along, eyeing each worker distinctly.
The moment he was gone, the conversation was resumed again.
"Say," began the girl
at her left, "what jeh think he said?"
"I don't know."
"He said he saw us with
Eddie Harris at Martin's last night." "No!"
They both giggled.
A youth with tan-coloured hair,
that needed clipping very badly, came shuffling along between the machines,
bearing a basket of leather findings under his left arm, and pressed against
his stomach. When near Carrie,
he stretched out his right hand and gripped one girl under the arm.
"Aw, let me go," she
exclaimed angrily. "Duffer."
He only grinned broadly in
return.
"Rubber!" he called
back as she looked after him. There was nothing of the gallant in him.
Carrie at last could scarcely sit
still. Her legs began to tire
and she wanted to get up and stretch. Would noon never come? It seemed as if she had worked an entire day.
She was not hungry at all, but weak, and her eyes were tired,
straining at the one point where the eye-punch came down.
The girl at the right noticed her squirmings and felt sorry for her.
She was concentrating herself too thoroughly--what she did really
required less mental and physical strain.
There was nothing to be done, however.
The halves of the uppers came piling steadily down.
Her hands began to ache at the wrists and then in the fingers, and
towards the last she seemed one mass of dull, complaining muscles, fixed in
an eternal position and performing a single mechanical movement which became
more and more distasteful, until as last it was absolutely nauseating.
When she was wondering whether the strain would ever cease, a dull-
sounding bell clanged somewhere down an elevator shaft, and the end came.
In an instant there was a buzz of action and conversation. All the
girls instantly left their stools and hurried away in an adjoining room, men
passed through, coming from some department which opened on the right.
The whirling wheels began to sing in a steadily modifying key, until
at last they died away in a low buzz. There
was an audible stillness, in which the common voice sounded strange.
Carrie got up and sought her
lunch box. She was stiff, a
little dizzy, and very thirsty. On
the way to the small space portioned off by wood, where all the wraps and
lunches were kept, she encountered the foreman, who stared at her hard.
"Well," he said,
"did you get along all right?"
"I think so," she
replied, very respectfully.
"Um," he replied, for
want of something better, and walked on.
Under better material conditions,
this kind of work would not have been so bad, but the new socialism which
involves pleasant working conditions for employees had not then taken hold
upon manufacturing companies.
The place smelled of the oil of
the machines and the new leather-- a combination which, added to the stale
odours of the building, was not pleasant even in cold weather.
The floor, though regularly swept every evening, presented a littered
surface. Not the slightest
provision had been made for the comfort of the employees, the idea being
that something was gained by giving them as little and making the work as
hard and unremunerative as possible. What
we know of foot-rests, swivel-back chairs, dining-rooms for the girls, clean
aprons and curling irons supplied free, and a decent cloak room, were
unthought of. The washrooms
were disagreeable, crude, if not foul places, and the whole atmosphere was
sordid.
Carrie looked about her, after
she had drunk a tinful of water from a bucket in one corner, for a place to
sit and eat. The other girls
had ranged themselves about the windows or the work- benches of those of the
men who had gone out. She saw
no place which did not hold a couple or a group of girls, and being too
timid to think of intruding herself, she sought out her machine and, seated
upon her stool, opened her lunch on her lap.
There she sat listening to the chatter and comment about her. It was, for the most part, silly and graced by the current
slang. Several of the men in the room exchanged compliments with the girls
at long range.
"Say, Kitty," called
one to a girl who was doing a waltz step in a few feet of space near one of
the windows, "are you going to the ball with me?"
"Look out, Kitty,"
called another, "you'll jar your back hair."
"Go on, Rubber," was
her only comment.
As Carrie listened to this and
much more of similar familiar badinage among the men and girls, she
instinctively withdrew into herself. She
was not used to this type, and felt that there was something hard and low
about it all. She feared that
the young boys about would address such remarks to her--boys who, beside
Drouet, seemed uncouth and ridiculous.
She made the average feminine distinction between clothes, putting
worth, goodness, and distinction in a dress suit, and leaving all the
unlovely qualities and those beneath notice in overalls and jumper.
She was glad when the short half
hour was over and the wheels began to whirr again.
Though wearied, she would be inconspicuous. This illusion ended when another young man passed along the
aisle and poked her indifferently in the ribs with his thumb.
She turned about, indignation leaping to her eyes, but he had gone on
and only once turned to grin. She
found it difficult to conquer an inclination to cry.
The girl next her noticed her
state of mind. "Don't you
mind," she said. "He's
too fresh."
Carrie said nothing, but bent
over her work. She felt as
though she could hardly endure such a life.
Her idea of work had been so entirely different.
All during the long afternoon she thought of the city outside and its
imposing show, crowds, and fine buildings.
Columbia City and the better side of her home life came back.
By three o'clock she was sure it must be six, and by four it seemed
as if they had forgotten to note the hour and were letting all work
overtime. The foreman became a
true ogre, prowling constantly about, keeping her tied down to her miserable
task. What she heard of the
conversation about her only made her feel sure that she did not want to make
friends with any of these. When
six o'clock came she hurried eagerly away, her arms aching and her limbs
stiff from sitting in one position.
As she passed out along the hall
after getting her hat, a young machine hand, attracted by her looks, made
bold to jest with her.
"Say, Maggie," he
called, "if you wait, I'll walk with you."
It was thrown so straight in her
direction that she knew who was meant, but never turned to look.
In the crowded elevator, another
dusty, toil-stained youth tried to make an impression on her by leering in
her face.
One young man, waiting on the
walk outside for the appearance of another, grinned at her as she passed.
"Ain't going my way, are
you?" he called jocosely.
Carrie turned her face to the
west with a subdued heart. As
she turned the corner, she saw through the great shiny window the small desk
at which she had applied. There
were the crowds, hurrying with the same buzz and energy-yielding enthusiasm.
She felt a slight relief, but it was only at her escape.
She felt ashamed in the face of better dressed girls who went by.
She felt as though she should be better served, and her heart
revolted.
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