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Anne
of Green Gables, by Lucy Maud Montgomery Chapter IX
Mrs.
Rachel Lynde Is Properly Horrified
Anne
had been a fortnight at Green Gables before Mrs. Lynde arrived to inspect
her. Mrs. Rachel, to do her
justice, was not to blame for this. A
severe and unseason -able attack of grippe had confined that good lady to
her house ever since the occasion of her last visit to Green Gables.
Mrs. Rachel was not often sick and had a well- defined contempt for
people who were; but grippe, she asserted, was like no other illness on
earth and could only be interpreted as one of the special visitations of
Providence. As soon as her
doctor allowed her to put her foot out-of-doors she hurried up to Green
Gables, bursting with curiosity to see Matthew and Marilla's orphan,
concerning whom all sorts of stories and suppositions had gone abroad in
Avonlea. Anne
had made good use of every waking moment of that fortnight. Already she
was acquainted with every tree and shrub about the place.
She had discovered that a lane opened out below the apple orchard
and ran up through a belt of woodland; and she had explored it to its
furthest end in all its delicious vagaries of brook and bridge, fir
coppice and wild cherry arch, corners thick with fern, and branching
byways of maple and mountain ash. She
had made friends with the spring down in the hollow-- that wonderful deep,
clear icy-cold spring; it was set about with smooth red sandstones and
rimmed in by great palm-like clumps of water fern; and beyond it was a log
bridge over the brook. That
bridge led Anne's dancing feet up over a wooded hill beyond, where perpetual
twilight reigned under the straight, thick-growing firs and spruces; the
only flowers there were myriads of delicate "June bells," those
shyest and sweetest of woodland blooms, and a few pale, aerial starflowers,
like the spirits of last year's blossoms. Gossamers glimmered like threads
of silver among the trees and the fir boughs and tassels seemed to utter
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All
these raptured voyages of exploration were made in the odd half hours which
she was allowed for play, and Anne talked Matthew and Marilla halfdeaf over
her discoveries. Not that Matthew complained, to be sure; he listened to it
all with a wordless smile of enjoyment on his face; Marilla permitted the
"chatter" until she found herself becoming too interested in it,
whereupon she always promptly quenched Anne by a curt command to hold her
tongue. Anne
was out in the orchard when Mrs. Rachel came, wandering at her own sweet
will through the lush, tremu- lous grasses splashed with ruddy evening
sunshine; so that good lady had an excellent chance to talk her illness
fully over, describing every ache and pulse beat with such evident enjoyment
that Marilla thought even grippe must bring its compensations.
When details were exhausted Mrs. Rachel introduced the real reason of
her call. "I've
been hearing some surprising things about you and Matthew." "I
don't suppose you are any more surprised than I am myself," said
Marilla. "I'm getting over
my surprise now." "It
was too bad there was such a mistake," said Mrs. Rachel
sympathetically. "Couldn't
you have sent her back?" "I
suppose we could, but we decided not to.
Matthew took a fancy to her. And
I must say I like her myself-- although I admit she has her faults.
The house seems a different place already.
She's a real bright little thing." Marilla
said more than she had intended to say when she began, for she read
disapproval in Mrs. Rachel's expression. "It's
a great responsibility you've taken on yourself," said that lady
gloomily, "especially when you've never had any experience with
children. You don't know much
about her or her real disposition, I suppose, and there's no guessing how a
child like that will turn out. But
I don't want to discourage you I'm sure, Marilla." "I'm
not feeling discouraged," was Marilla's dry response. "when I make
up my mind to do a thing it stays made up. I suppose you'd like to see Anne.
I'll call her in." Anne
came running in presently, her face sparkling with the delight of her
orchard rovings; but, abashed at finding the delight herself in the
unexpected presence of a stranger, she halted confusedly inside the door.
She certainly was an odd-looking little creature in the short tight
wincey dress she had worn from the asylum, below which her thin legs seemed
ungracefully long. Her freckles
were more numerous and obtrusive than ever; the wind had ruffled her hatless
hair into over-brilliant disorder; it had never looked redder than at that
moment. "Well,
they didn't pick you for your looks, that's sure and certain," was Mrs.
Rachel Lynde's emphatic comment. Mrs. Rachel was one of those delightful and
popular people who pride themselves on speaking their mind without fear or
favor. "She's terrible
skinny and homely, Marilla. Come here, child, and let me have a look at you.
Lawful heart, did any one ever see such freckles?
And hair as red as carrots! Come
here, child, I say." Anne
"came there," but not exactly as Mrs. Rachel expected.
With one bound she crossed the kitchen floor and stood before Mrs.
Rachel, her face scarlet with anger, her lips quivering, and her whole
slender form trembling from head to foot. "I
hate you," she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor.
"I hate you--I hate you--I hate you--" a louder stamp with
each assertion of hatred. "How
dare you call me skinny and ugly? How
dare you say I'm freckled and redheaded?
You are a rude, impolite, unfeeling woman!" "Anne!"
exclaimed Marilla in consternation. But
Anne continued to face Mrs. Rachel undauntedly, head up, eyes blazing, hands
clenched, passionate indignation exhaling from her like an atmosphere. "How
dare you say such things about me?" she repeated vehemently.
"How would you like to have such things said about you? How would you like to be told that you are fat and clumsy and
probably hadn't a spark of imagination in you?
I don't care if I do hurt your feelings by saying so! I hope I hurt
them. You have hurt mine worse
than they were ever hurt before even by Mrs. Thomas' intoxicated husband.
And I'll NEVER forgive you for it, never, never!" Stamp!
Stamp! "Did
anybody ever see such a temper!" exclaimed the horrified Mrs. Rachel. "Anne
go to your room and stay there until I come up," said Marilla,
recovering her powers of speech with difficulty. Anne,
bursting into tears, rushed to the hall door, slammed it until the tins on
the porch wall outside rattled in sympathy, and fled through the hall and up
the stairs like a whirlwind. A
subdued slam above told that the door of the east gable had been shut with
equal vehemence. "Well,
I don't envy you your job bringing THAT up, Marilla," said Mrs. Rachel
with unspeakable solemnity. Marilla
opened her lips to say she knew not what of apology or deprecation.
What she did say was a surprise to herself then and ever afterwards. "You
shouldn't have twitted her about her looks, Rachel." "Marilla
Cuthbert, you don't mean to say that you are upholding her in such a
terrible display of temper as we've just seen?" demanded Mrs. Rachel
indignantly. "No,"
said Marilla slowly, "I'm not trying to excuse her.
She's been very naughty and I'll have to give her a talking to about
it. But we must make allowances
for her. She's never been
taught what is right. And you
WERE too hard on her, Rachel." Marilla
could not help tacking on that last sentence, although she was again
surprised at herself for doing it. Mrs. Rachel got up with an air of
offended dignity. "Well,
I see that I'll have to be very careful what I say after this, Marilla,
since the fine feelings of orphans, brought from goodness knows where, have
to be considered before anything else.
Oh, no, I'm not vexed--don't worry yourself.
I'm too sorry for you to leave any room for anger in my mind.
You'll have your own troubles with that child. But if you'll take my
advice--which I suppose you won't do, although I've brought up ten children
and buried two--you'll do that `talking to' you mention with a fair- sized
birch switch. I should think
THAT would be the most effective language for that kind of a child.
Her temper matches her hair I guess.
Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you'll come down to see me often
as usual. But you can't expect
me to visit here again in a hurry, if I'm liable to be flown at and insulted
in such a fashion. It's something new in MY experience." Whereat
Mrs. Rachel swept out and away--if a fat woman who always waddled COULD be
said to sweep away--and Marilla with a very solemn face betook herself to
the east gable. On
the way upstairs she pondered uneasily as to what she ought to do.
She felt no little dismay over the scene that had just been enacted. How unfortunate that Anne should have displayed such temper
before Mrs. Rachel Lynde, of all people!
Then Marilla suddenly became aware of an uncomfortable and rebuking
consciousness that she felt more humiliation over this than sorrow over the
discovery of such a serious defect in Anne's disposition. And how was she to
punish her? The amiable
suggestion of the birch switch--to the efficiency of which all of Mrs.
Rachel's own children could have borne smarting testimony-- did not appeal
to Marilla. She did not believe
she could whip a child. No,
some other method of punishment must be found to bring Anne to a proper
realization of the enormity of her offense. Marilla
found Anne face downward on her bed, crying bitterly, quite oblivious of
muddy boots on a clean counterpane. "Anne,"
she said not ungently. No
answer. "Anne,"
with greater severity, "get off that bed this minute and listen to what
I have to say to you." Anne
squirmed off the bed and sat rigidly on a chair beside it, her face swollen
and tear-stained and her eyes fixed stubbornly on the floor. "This
is a nice way for you to behave. Anne!
Aren't you ashamed of yourself?" "She
hadn't any right to call me ugly and redheaded," retorted Anne, evasive
and defiant. "You
hadn't any right to fly into such a fury and talk the way you did to her,
Anne. I was ashamed of you--
thoroughly ashamed of you. I
wanted you to behave nicely to Mrs. Lynde, and instead of that you have
disgraced me. I'm sure I don't know why you should lose your temper like
that just because Mrs. Lynde said you were redhaired and homely.
You say it yourself often enough." "Oh,
but there's such a difference between saying a thing yourself and hearing
other people say it," wailed Anne.
"You may know a thing is so, but you can't help hoping other
people don't quite think it is. I
suppose you think I have an awful temper, but I couldn't help it. When she
said those things something just rose right up in me and choked me.
I HAD to fly out at her." "Well,
you made a fine exhibition of yourself I must say. Mrs. Lynde will have a
nice story to tell about you everywhere--and she'll tell it, too.
It was a dreadful thing for you to lose your temper like that,
Anne." "Just
imagine how you would feel if somebody told you to your face that you were
skinny and ugly," pleaded Anne tearfully. An
old remembrance suddenly rose up before Marilla. She had been a very small
child when she had heard one aunt say of her to another, "What a pity
she is such a dark, homely little thing."
Marilla was every day of fifty before the sting had gone out of that
memory. "I
don't say that I think Mrs. Lynde was exactly right in saying what she did
to you, Anne," she admitted in a softer tone.
"Rachel is too outspoken. But
that is no excuse for such behavior on your part.
She was a stranger and an elderly person and my visitor--all three
very good reasons why you should have been respectful to her.
You were rude and saucy and"--Marilla had a saving inspiration
of punishment--"you must go to her and tell her you are very sorry for
your bad temper and ask her to forgive you." "I
can never do that," said Anne determinedly and darkly. "You can
punish me in any way you like, Marilla.
You can shut me up in a dark, damp dungeon inhabited by snakes and
toads and feed me only on bread and water and I shall not complain.
But I cannot ask Mrs. Lynde to forgive me." "We're
not in the habit of shutting people up in dark damp dungeons," said
Marilla drily, "especially as they're rather scarce in Avonlea.
But apologize to Mrs. Lynde you must and shall and you'll stay here
in your room until you can tell me you're willing to do it." "I
shall have to stay here forever then," said Anne mournfully,
"because I can't tell Mrs. Lynde I'm sorry I said those things to her.
How can I? I'm NOT
sorry. I'm sorry I've vexed you; but I'm GLAD I told her just what I
did. It was a great satisfaction. I
can't say I'm sorry when I'm not, can I?
I can't even IMAGINE I'm sorry." "Perhaps
your imagination will be in better working order by the morning," said
Marilla, rising to depart. "You'll have the night to think over your
conduct in and come to a better frame of mind.
You said you would try to be a very good girl if we kept you at Green
Gables, but I must say it hasn't seemed very much like it this
evening." Leaving
this Parthian shaft to rankle in Anne's stormy bosom, Marilla descended to
the kitchen, grievously troubled in mind and vexed in soul.
She was as angry with herself as with Anne, because, whenever she
recalled Mrs. Rachel's dumbfounded countenance her lips twitched with
amusement and she felt a most reprehensible desire to laugh.
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