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Stave 1 | Stave 2 | Stave 3 | Stave 4 | Stave 5 A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens Stave
2: The First of the Three
Spirits
When
Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of bed, he could scarcely
distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his chamber.
He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, when the
chimes of a neighbouring church struck the four quarters. So he listened
for the hour. To
his great astonishment the heavy bell went on from six to seven, and from
seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve; then stopped. Twelve. It was
past two when he went to bed. The clock was wrong. An icicle must have got
into the works. Twelve. He
touched the spring of his repeater, to correct this most preposterous
clock. Its rapid little pulse beat twelve: and stopped. `Why,
it isn't possible,' said Scrooge, `that I can have slept through a whole
day and far into another night. It isn't possible that anything has
happened to the sun, and this is twelve at noon.' The
idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of bed, and groped his way to
the window. He was obliged to rub the frost off with the sleeve of his
dressing-gown before he could see anything; and could see very little
then. All he could make out was, that it was still very foggy and
extremely cold, and that there was no noise of people running to and fro,
and making a great stir, as there unquestionably would have been if night
had beaten off bright day, and taken possession of the world.
This was a great relief, because "Three days after sight of
this First of Exchange pay to Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge on his order," and
so forth, would have become a mere United States security if there were no
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Scrooge
went to bed again, and thought, and thought, and thought it over and over,
and could make nothing of it. The
more he thought, the more perplexed he was; and, the more he endeavoured
not to think, the more he thought. Marley's
Ghost bothered him exceedingly. Every time he resolved within himself,
after mature inquiry that it was all a dream, his mind flew back again,
like a strong spring released, to its first position, andpresented the
same problem to be worked all through, "Was it a dream or not?" Scrooge
lay in this state until the chime had gone three-quarters more, when he
remembered, on a sudden, that the Ghost hadwarned him of a visitation when
the bell tolled one. He
resolved to lie awake until the hour was passed; and, considering that he
could no more go to sleep than go to heaven, this was, perhaps, the wisest
resolution in his power. The
quarter was so long, that he was more than once convinced he must have
sunk into a doze unconsciously, and missed the clock. At length it broke upon his listening ear. "Ding,
dong!" "A
quarter past," said Scrooge, counting. "Ding,
dong!" "Half
past," said Scrooge. "Ding,
dong!" "A
quarter to it," said Scrooge. "Ding, dong!" "The
hour itself," said Scrooge triumphantly, "and nothing
else!" He
spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did with a deep, dull,
hollow, melancholy ONE. Light
flashed up in the room upon the instant, and the curtains of his bed were
drawn. The
curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the
curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those to which his
face was addressed. The curtains of his bed were drawn aside; and Scrooge,
starting up into a half-recumbent attitude, found himself face to face
with the unearthly visitor who drew them: as close to it as I am now to you, and I am standing in the spirit at your elbow. It
was a strange figure -- like a child: yet not so like a child as like an
old man, viewed through some supernatural medium, which gave him the
appearance of having receded from the view, and being diminished to a
child's proportions. Its hair, which hung about its neck and down its
back, was white as if with age; and yet the face had not a wrinkle in it,
and the tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were very long and
muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of uncommon strength.
Its legs and feet, most delicately formed, were, like those upper members,
bare. It wore a tunic of the purest white, and round its waist was bound a
lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful. It held a branch of fresh
green holly in its hand; and, in singular contradiction of that wintry
emblem, had its dress trimmed with summer flowers. But the strangest thing
about it was, that from the crown of its head there sprung a bright clear
jet of light, by which all this was visible; and which was doubtless the
occasion of its using, in its duller moments, a great extinguisher for a
cap, which it now held under its arm. Even
this, though, when Scrooge looked at it with increasing steadiness, was
not its strangest quality. For as its belt sparkled and glittered now in
one part and now in another, and what was light one instant, at another
time was dark, so the figure itself fluctuated in its distinctness: being
now a thing with one arm, now with one leg, now with twenty legs, now a
pair of legs without a head, now a head without a body: of which
dissolving parts, no outline would be visible in the dense gloom wherein
they melted away. And in the very wonder of this, it would be itself
again; distinct and clear as ever. `Are
you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to me.' asked Scrooge. `I
am.' The
voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if instead of being so close
beside him, it were at a distance. `Who,
and what are you.' Scrooge demanded. `I
am the Ghost of Christmas Past.' `Long
Past.' inquired Scrooge: observant of its dwarfish stature. `No.
Your past.' Perhaps,
Scrooge could not have told anybody why, if anybody could have asked him;
but he had a special desire to see the Spirit in his cap; and begged him
to be covered. `What.'
exclaimed the Ghost, `would you so soon put out, with worldly hands, the
light I give. Is it not enough that you are one of those whose passions
made this cap, and force me through whole trains of years to wear it low
upon my brow.' Scrooge
reverently disclaimed all intention to offend or any knowledge of having wilfully bonneted the Spirit at any
period of his life. He then made bold to inquire what business brought him
there. `Your
welfare.' said the Ghost. Scrooge
expressed himself much obliged, but could not help thinking that a night
of unbroken rest would have been more conducive to that end. The Spirit
must have heard him thinking, for it said immediately: `Your
reclamation, then. Take heed.' It
put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him gently by the arm. `Rise.
and walk with me.' It
would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the weather and the hour
were not adapted to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm, and the
thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was clad but lightly in his
slippers, dressing-gown, and nightcap; and that he had a cold upon him at
that time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand, was
not to be resisted. He rose: but finding that the Spirit made towards the
window, clasped his robe in supplication. `I
am mortal,' Scrooge remonstrated, `and liable to fall.' `Bear
but a touch of my hand there,' said the Spirit, laying it upon his heart,'
and you shall be upheld in more than this.' As
the words were spoken, they passed through the wall, and stood upon an
open country road, with fields on either hand. The city had entirely
vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The darkness and the mist
had vanished with it, for it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow upon
the ground. `Good
Heaven!' said Scrooge, clasping his hands together, as he looked about
him. `I was bred in this place. I was a boy here.' The
Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch, though it had been light
and instantaneous, appeared still present to the old man's sense of
feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odours floating in the air, each
one connected with a thousand thoughts, and hopes, and joys, and cares
long, long, forgotten. `Your
lip is trembling,' said the Ghost. `And what is that upon your cheek.' Scrooge
muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice, that it was a pimple; and
begged the Ghost to lead him where he would. `You
recollect the way.' inquired the Spirit. `Remember
it.' cried Scrooge with fervour; `I could walk it blindfold.' `Strange
to have forgotten it for so many years.' observed the Ghost. `Let us go
on.' They
walked along the road, Scrooge recognising every gate, and post, and tree;
until a little market-town appeared in the distance, with its bridge, its
church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies now were seen trotting
towards them with boys upon their backs, who called to other boys in
country gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were in great
spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad fields were so full of
merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear it. `These
are but shadows of the things that have been,' said the Ghost. `They have
no consciousness of us.' The
jocund travellers came on; and as they came, Scrooge knew and named them
every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them. Why did his
cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up as they went past. Why was he
filled with gladness when he heard them give each other Merry Christmas,
as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several homes. What
was merry Christmas to Scrooge. Out upon merry Christmas. What good had it
ever done to him. `The
school is not quite deserted,' said the Ghost. `A solitary child,
neglected by his friends, is left there still.' Scrooge
said he knew it. And he sobbed. They
left the high-road, by a well-remembered lane, and soon approached a
mansion of dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted cupola, on
the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large house, but one of
broken fortunes; for the spacious offices were little used, their walls
were damp and mossy, their windows broken, and their gates decayed. Fowls
clucked and strutted in the stables; and the coach-houses and sheds were
over-run with grass. Nor was it more retentive of its ancient state,
within; for entering the dreary hall, and glancing through the open doors
of many rooms, they found them poorly furnished, cold, and vast. There was
an earthy savour in the air, a chilly bareness in the place, which
associated itself somehow with too much getting up by candle-light, and
not too much to eat. They
went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a door at the back of the
house. It opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare, melancholy room,
made barer still by lines of plain deal forms and desks. At one of these a
lonely boy was reading near a feeble fire; and Scrooge sat down upon a
form, and wept to see his poor forgotten self as he used to be.
Not
a latent echo in the house, not a squeak and scuffle from the mice behind
the panelling, not a drip from the half-thawed water-spout in the dull
yard behind, not a sigh among the leafless boughs of one despondent
poplar, not the idle swinging of an empty store-house door, no, not a
clicking in the fire, but fell upon the heart of Scrooge with a softening
influence, and gave a freer passage to his tears. The
Spirit touched him on the arm, and pointed to his younger self, intent
upon his reading. Suddenly a man, in foreign garments: wonderfully real
and distinct to look at: stood outside the window, with an axe stuck in
his belt, and leading by the bridle an ass laden with wood. `Why,
it's Ali Baba.' Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy. `It's dear old honest Ali
Baba. Yes, yes, I know. One Christmas time, when yonder solitary child was
left here all alone, he did come, for the first time, just like that. Poor
boy. And Valentine,' said Scrooge,' and his wild brother, Orson; there
they go. And what's his name, who was put down in his drawers, asleep, at
the Gate of Damascus; don't you see him. And the Sultan's Groom turned
upside down by the Genii; there he is upon his head. Serve him right. I'm
glad of it. What business had he to be married to the Princess.' To
hear Scrooge expending all the earnestness of his nature on such subjects,
in a most extraordinary voice between laughing and crying; and to see his
heightened and excited face; would have been a surprise to his business
friends in the city, indeed. `There's
the Parrot.' cried Scrooge. `Green body and yellow tail, with a thing like
a lettuce growing out of the top of his head; there he is. Poor Robin
Crusoe, he called him, when he came home again after sailing round the
island. `Poor Robin Crusoe, where have you been, Robin Crusoe.'
The man thought he was dreaming, but he wasn't. It was the Parrot,
you know. There goes Friday, running for his life to the little creek.
Halloa. Hoop. Hallo.' Then,
with a rapidity of transition very foreign to his usual character, he
said, in pity for his former self, `Poor boy.' and cried again. `I
wish,' Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his pocket, and looking about
him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: `but it's too late now.' `What
is the matter.' asked the Spirit. `Nothing,'
said Scrooge. `Nothing. There was a boy singing a Christmas Carol at my
door last night. I should like to have given him something: that's all.' The
Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying as it did so, `Let
us see another Christmas.' Scrooge's
former self grew larger at the words, and the room became a little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk,
the windows cracked; fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling, and the
naked laths were shown instead; but how all this was brought about,
Scrooge knew no more than you do. He only knew that it was quite correct;
that everything had happened so; that there he was, alone again, when all
the other boys had gone home for the jolly holidays. He
was not reading now, but walking up and down despairingly. Scrooge
looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced anxiously towards the door. It
opened; and a little girl, much younger than the boy, came darting in, and
putting her arms about his neck, and often kissing him, addressed him as
her `Dear, dear brother.' `I
have come to bring you home, dear brother.' said the child, clapping her
tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. `To bring you home, home, home.' `Home,
little Fan.' returned the boy. `Yes.'
said the child, brimful of glee. `Home, for good and all. Home, for ever
and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used to be, that home's like
Heaven. He spoke so gently to me one dear night when I was going to bed,
that I was not afraid to ask him once more if you might come home; and he
said Yes, you should; and sent me in a coach to bring you. And you're to
be a man.' said the child, opening her eyes,' and are never to come back
here; but first, we're to be together all the Christmas long, and have the
merriest time in all the world.' `You
are quite a woman, little Fan.' exclaimed the boy. She
clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his head; but being too
little, laughed again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him. Then she began
to drag him, in her childish eagerness, towards the door; and he, nothing
loth to go, accompanied her. A
terrible voice in the hall cried. `Bring down Master Scrooge's box,
there.' and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself, who glared on
Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension, and threw him into a
dreadful state of mind by shaking hands with him. He then conveyed him and
his sister into the veriest old well of a shivering best-parlour that ever
was seen, where the maps upon the wall, and the celestial and terrestrial
globes in the windows, were waxy with cold. Here he produced a decanter of
curiously light wine, and a block of curiously heavy cake, and
administered instalments of those dainties to the young people: at the
same time, sending out a meagre servant to offer a glass of something to
the postboy, who answered that he thanked the gentleman, but if it was the
same tap as he had tasted before, he had rather not. Master Scrooge's
trunk being by this time tied on to the top of the chaise, the children
bade the schoolmaster good-bye right willingly; and getting into it, drove
gaily down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost and
snow from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like spray. `Always
a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered,' said the Ghost.
`But she had a large heart.' `So
she had,' cried Scrooge. `You're right. I will not gainsay it, Spirit. God
forbid.' `She
died a woman,' said the Ghost, `and had, as I think, children.' `One
child,' Scrooge returned. `True,'
said the Ghost. `Your nephew.' Scrooge
seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly, `Yes.' Although
they had but that moment left the school behind them, they were now in the
busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers passed and repassed;
where shadowy carts and coaches battle for the way, and all the strife and
tumult of a real city were. It was made plain enough, by the dressing of
the shops, that here too it was Christmas time again; but it was evening,
and the streets were lighted up. The
Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked Scrooge if he knew
it. `Know
it.' said Scrooge. `I was apprenticed here.' They
went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting behind such a high desk, that if he had been two
inches taller he must have knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge
cried in great excitement: `Why,
it's old Fezziwig. Bless his heart; it's Fezziwig alive again.' Old
Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the clock, which pointed to
the hour of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his capacious waistcoat;
laughed all over himself, from his shows to his organ of benevolence; and
called out in a comfortable, oily, rich, fat, jovial voice: `Yo
ho, there. Ebenezer. Dick.' Scrooge's
former self, now grown a young man, came briskly in, accompanied by his
fellow-prentice. `Dick
Wilkins, to be sure.' said Scrooge to the Ghost. `Bless me, yes. There he
is. He was very much attached to me, was Dick. Poor Dick. Dear, dear.' `Yo
ho, my boys.' said Fezziwig. `No more work to-night. Christmas Eve, Dick.
Christmas, Ebenezer. Let's have the shutters up,' cried old Fezziwig, with
a sharp clap of his hands,' before a man can say Jack Robinson.' You
wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it. They charged into the
street with the shutters -- one, two, three -- had them up in their places
-- four, five, six -- barred them and pinned then -- seven, eight, nine --
and came back before you could have got to twelve, panting like
race-horses. `Hilli-ho!'
cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the high desk, with wonderful
agility. `Clear away, my lads, and let's have lots of room here. Hilli-ho,
Dick. Chirrup, Ebenezer.' Clear
away. There was nothing they wouldn't have cleared away, or couldn't have
cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on. It was done in a minute. Every
movable was packed off, as if it were dismissed from public life for
evermore; the floor was swept and watered, the lamps were trimmed, fuel
was heaped upon the fire; and the warehouse was as snug, and warm, and
dry, and bright a ball-room, as you would desire to see upon a winter's
night. In
came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the lofty desk, and made
an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In came Mrs
Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the three Miss Fezziwigs,
beaming and lovable. In came the six young followers whose hearts they
broke. In came all the young men and women employed in the business. In
came the housemaid, with her cousin, the baker. In came the cook, with her
brother's particular friend, the milkman. In came the boy from over the
way, who was suspected of not having board enough from his master; trying
to hide himself behind the girl from next door but one, who was proved to
have had her ears pulled by her mistress. In they all came, one after
another; some shyly, some boldly, some gracefully, some awkwardly, some
pushing, some pulling; in they all came, anyhow and everyhow. Away they
all went, twenty couples at once; hands half round and back again the
other way; down the middle and up again; round and round in various stages
of affectionate grouping; old top couple always turning up in the wrong
place; new top couple starting off again, as soon as they got there; all
top couples at last, and not a bottom one to help them. When this result
was brought about, old Fezziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance,
cried out,' Well done.' and the fiddler plunged his hot face into a pot of
porter, especially provided for that purpose. But scorning rest, upon his
reappearance, he instantly began again, though there were no dancers yet,
as if the other fiddler had been carried home, exhausted,
on a shutter, and he were a bran-new man resolved to beat him out of
sight, or perish.
There
were more dances, and there were forfeits, and more dances, and there was
cake, and there was negus, and there was a great piece of Cold Roast, and
there was a great piece of Cold Boiled, and there were mince-pies, and
plenty of beer. But the great effect of the evening came after the Roast
and Boiled, when the fiddler (an artful dog, mind. The sort of man who
knew his business better than you or I could have told it him.) struck up
Sir Roger de Coverley.' Then
old Fezziwig stood out to dance with Mrs Fezziwig. Top couple, too; with a
good stiff piece of work cut out for them; three or four and twenty pair
of partners; people who were not to be trifled with; people who would
dance, and had no notion of walking. But
if they had been twice as many -- ah, four times -- old Fezziwig would
have been a match for them, and so would Mrs Fezziwig. As to her, she was
worthy to be his partner in every sense of the term. If that's not high
praise, tell me higher, and I'll use it. A positive light appeared to
issue from Fezziwig's calves. They shone in every part of the dance like
moons. You couldn't have predicted, at any given time, what would have
become of them next. And when old Fezziwig and Mrs Fezziwig had gone all
through the dance; advance and retire, both hands to your partner, bow and
curtsey, corkscrew, thread-the-needle, and back again to your place;
Fezziwig cut -- cut so deftly, that he appeared to wink with his legs, and
came upon his feet again without a stagger. When
the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke up. Mr and Mrs Fezziwig
took their stations, one on either side of the door, and shaking hands
with every person individually as he or she went out, wished him or her a
Merry Christmas. When everybody had retired but the two prentices, they
did the same to them; and thus the cheerful voices died away, and the lads
were left to their beds; which were under a counter in the back-shop. During
the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a man out of his wits. His
heart and soul were in the scene, and with his former self. He
corroborated everything, remembered everything, enjoyed everything, and
underwent the strangest agitation. It was not until now, when the bright
faces of his former self and Dick were turned from them, that he
remembered the Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon
him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear. `A
small matter,' said the Ghost, `to make these silly folks so full of
gratitude.' `Small.'
echoed Scrooge. The
Spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices, who were pouring
out their hearts in praise of Fezziwig: and when he had done so, said, `Why.
Is it not. He has spent but a few pounds of your mortal money: three or
four perhaps. Is that so much that he deserves this praise.' `It
isn't that,' said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and speaking
unconsciously like his former, not his latter, self. `It isn't that,
Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or unhappy; to make our
service light or burdensome; a pleasure or a toil. Say that his power lies
in words and looks; in things so slight and insignificant that it is
impossible to add and count them up: what then. The happiness he gives, is
quite as great as if it cost a fortune.' He
felt the Spirit's glance, and stopped. `What
is the matter.' asked the Ghost. `Nothing
in particular,' said Scrooge. `Something,
I think.' the Ghost insisted. `No,'
said Scrooge,' No. I should like to be able to say a word or two to my
clerk just now. That's all.' His
former self turned down the lamps as he gave utterance to the wish; and
Scrooge and the Ghost again stood side by side in the open air. `My
time grows short,' observed the Spirit. `Quick.' This
was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he could see, but it
produced an immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself. He was older
now; a man in the prime of life. His face had not the harsh and rigid
lines of later years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care and
avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye, which
showed the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow of the
growing tree would fall. He
was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in a
mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled in the
light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past. `It
matters little,' she said, softly. `To you, very little. Another idol has
displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort you in time to come, as I
would have tried to do, I have no just cause to grieve.' `What
Idol has displaced you.' he rejoined. `A
golden one.' `This
is the even-handed dealing of the world.' he said. `There is nothing on
which it is so hard as poverty; and there is nothing it professes to
condemn with such severity as the pursuit of wealth.' `You
fear the world too much,' she answered, gently. `All your other hopes have
merged into the hope of being beyond the chance of its sordid reproach. I
have seen your nobler aspirations fall off one by one, until the
master-passion, Gain, engrosses you. Have I not.' `What
then.' he retorted. `Even if I have grown so much wiser, what then. I am
not changed towards you.' She
shook her head. `Am
I.' `Our
contract is an old one. It was made when we were both poor and content to
be so, until, in good season, we could improve our worldly fortune by our
patient industry. You are changed. When it was made, you were another
man.' `I
was a boy,' he said impatiently. `Your
own feeling tells you that you were not what you are,' she returned. `I
am. That which promised happiness when we were one in heart, is fraught
with misery now that we are two. How often and how keenly I have thought
of this, I will not say. It is enough that I have thought of it, and can
release you.' `Have
I ever sought release.' `In
words. No. Never.' `In
what, then.' `In
a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another atmosphere of life;
another Hope as its great end. In everything that made my love of any
worth or value in your sight. If this had never been between us,' said the
girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him;' tell me, would you
seek me out and try to win me now. Ah, no.' He
seemed to yield to the justice of this supposition, in spite of himself.
But he said with a struggle,' You think not.' `I
would gladly think otherwise if I could,' she answered, `Heaven knows.
When I have learned a Truth like this, I know how strong and irresistible
it must be. But if you were free to-day, to-morrow, yesterday, can even I
believe that you would choose a dowerless girl -- you who, in your very
confidence with her, weigh everything by Gain: or, choosing her, if for a
moment you were false enough to your one guiding principle to do so, do I
not know that your repentance and regret would surely follow. I do; and I
release you. With a full heart, for the love of him you once were.' He
was about to speak; but with her head turned from him, she resumed. `You
may -- the memory of what is past half makes me hope you will -- have pain
in this. A very, very brief time, and you will dismiss the recollection of
it, gladly, as an unprofitable dream, from which it happened well that you
awoke. May you be happy in the life you have chosen.' She
left him, and they parted. `Spirit.'
said Scrooge,' show me no more. Conduct me home. Why do you delight to
torture me.' `One
shadow more.' exclaimed the Ghost. `No
more.' cried Scrooge. `No more, I don't wish to see it. Show me no more.' But
the relentless Ghost pinioned him in both his arms, and forced him to
observe what happened next. They
were in another scene and place; a room, not very large or handsome, but
full of comfort. Near to the winter fire sat a beautiful young girl, so
like that last that Scrooge believed it was the same, until he saw her,
now a comely matron, sitting opposite her daughter. The noise in this room
was perfectly tumultuous, for there were more children there, than Scrooge
in his agitated state of mind could count; and, unlike the celebrated herd
in the poem, they were not forty children conducting themselves like one,
but every child was conducting itself like forty. The consequences were
uproarious beyond belief; but no one seemed to care; on the contrary, the
mother and daughter laughed heartily, and enjoyed it very much; and the
latter, soon beginning to mingle in the sports, got pillaged by the young
brigands most ruthlessly. What would I not have given to one of them.
Though I never could have been so rude, no, no. I wouldn't for the wealth
of all the world have crushed that braided hair, and torn it down; and for
the precious little shoe, I wouldn't have plucked it off, God bless my
soul. to save my life. As to measuring her waist in sport, as they did,
bold young brood, I couldn't have done it; I should have expected my arm
to have grown round it for a punishment, and never come straight again.
And yet I should have dearly liked, I own, to have touched her lips; to
have questioned her, that she might have opened them; to have looked upon
the lashes of her downcast eyes, and never raised a blush; to have let
loose waves of hair, an inch of which would be a keepsake beyond price: in
short, I should have liked, I do confess, to have had the lightest licence
of a child, and yet to have been man enough to know its value. But
now a knocking at the door was heard, and such a rush immediately ensued
that she with laughing face and plundered dress was borne towards it the
centre of a flushed and boisterous group, just in time to greet the
father, who came home attended by a man laden with Christmas toys and
presents. Then the shouting and the struggling, and the onslaught that was
made on the defenceless porter. The scaling him with chairs for ladders to
dive into his pockets, despoil him of brown-paper parcels, hold on tight
by his cravat, hug him round his neck, pommel his back, and kick his legs
in irrepressible affection. The shouts of wonder and delight with which
the development of every package was received. The terrible announcement
that the baby had been taken in the act of putting a doll's frying-pan
into his mouth, and was more than suspected of having swallowed a
fictitious turkey, glued on a wooden platter. The immense relief of
finding this a false alarm. The joy, and
gratitude, and ecstasy. They are all indescribable alike. It is enough
that by degrees the children and their emotions got out of the parlour,
and by one stair at a time, up to the top of the house; where they went to
bed, and so subsided. And
now Scrooge looked on more attentively than ever, when the master of the
house, having his daughter leaning fondly on him, sat down with her and
her mother at his own fireside; and when he thought that such another
creature, quite as graceful and as full of promise, might have called him
father, and been a spring-time in the haggard winter of his life, his
sight grew very dim indeed. `Belle,'
said the husband, turning to his wife with a smile,' I saw an old friend
of yours this afternoon.' `Who
was it.' `Guess.'
`How
can I. Tut, don't I know.' she added in the same breath, laughing as he
laughed. `Mr Scrooge.' `Mr
Scrooge it was. I passed his office window; and as it was not shut up, and
he had a candle inside, I could scarcely help seeing him. His partner lies
upon the point of death, I hear; and there he sat alone. Quite alone in
the world, I do believe.' `Spirit.'
said Scrooge in a broken voice,' remove me from this place.' `I
told you these were shadows of the things that have been,' said the Ghost.
`That they are what they are, do not blame me.' `Remove
me.' Scrooge exclaimed,' I cannot bear it.' He
turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon him with a face, in
which in some strange way there were fragments of all the faces it had
shown him, wrestled with it. `Leave
me. Take me back. Haunt me no longer.' In
the struggle, if that can be called a struggle in which the Ghost with no
visible resistance on its own part was undisturbed by any effort of its
adversary, Scrooge observed that its light was burning high and bright;
and dimly connecting that with its influence over him, he seized the
extinguisher-cap, and by a sudden action pressed it down upon its head.
The
Spirit dropped beneath it, so that the extinguisher covered its whole
form; but though Scrooge pressed it down with all his force, he could not
hide the light, which streamed from under it, in an unbroken flood upon
the ground. He
was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome by an irresistible
drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own bedroom.
He gave the cap a parting squeeze, in which his hand relaxed; and
had barely time to reel to bed, before he sank into a heavy sleep. |